LIFE IS CONSTANT?

Dear Diary,

25.02.14

This post probably won't make much sense as I wrote it during my 15 minute break at work. It was a long day and I wasn't feeling too happy about anything. So, I decided to write a little bit about how I was feeling to make me feel a little better.

I'm here to let you know what you already know. Sometimes, it's alright to feel confused, lonely, sad and angry. It's perfectly okay for you to express your emotions. Someone will listen, because someone does care.

And if you ever need a person to talk and listen to you, or someone to give you advice, I'll be more than happy to help you out. Just shoot me an email at themissdiaries@gmail.com and I'll do my best to help you! Love ya! I mean it.

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21.02.15

The hustle and bustle of the world...

I sit on the sofa and lean my head backwards to rest my head. All I can hear are the echoes of people working, people talking and dishes clattering together. Can I remain this way forever? To be able to hear the distant murmur of craziness of the world and not have to do anything about it?

I close my eyes -  a hundred thoughts running through my mind. What do I have to tomorrow? The exam? Do I have anything that needs to be completed by next week? Or next month? The mind is constantly reminding me of all the worries I have to deal with. But then it refuses to co-operate. Refuses to help me out. I feel like giving up. If only.

You. Your constant nagging next to my ear. Thank you for making it no better. You blame me for so many things. But it's not my fault. Though, I'm not up for an argument. So, say sorry. Smile. And walk away.

Can't I wear my bathers and float in the swimming pool, look up at the cloudless, blue sky above me and the close my eyes in peace? And for a single moment, can I just forget about everything? For a single second, can we just escape the world?

As humans, we remain on our own roller-coasters. And no, the ride doesn't end (perhaps only when we die, but I don't know). The roller-coaster is a constant up and down. And let me remind you, you have no control on how fast and in which direction the roller-coaster goes. It does whatever it want to. Your job is to just deal with it.

You may not have control over everything, but you can control how you feel about the situation. And you decide on what your next move is.


Love,
The Miss Diaries.